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  voonkiat

  2 years ago

  hi pinkpau =)
  
  Sighz, it's sad isn't it. Sometimes you don't even know what went wrong. perhaps cirumstances change, perhaps its the change of environment, maybe its the distance between us, well i dunno. conversations run dry. its like u just dont know him/her anymore.
  
  Anyways, love your blog hehe, really nice =) & since u were too busy i googled pinkpau to find your blog =P
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  alvin

  2 years ago

  Well, you cant possibly have a 'duran duran' friendship all the time. Sometimes, they just ....go.
  
  Stay well :-).
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  Kevin

  2 years ago

  Haiyar, just admit it you had HLA in that house =P
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  prawn

  2 years ago

  Yeh, understand those kind of situation. One day ur close frens then suddenly ur far apart for no reason.
  
  its hard to understand wat really went wrong in the 1st place. It may take years before u learn the real truth. If u really want to know wat really happened just ask her. But be warned, the truth can hurt.
  
  Anyways, keep on blogging & stay happy =)
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  argee

  2 years ago

  sigh. it's as if friendships had expiry dates :/
  
  hope u can get a closure of some sort.
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  Sv

  2 years ago

  is she lost forever?things will always be better of u put effort into making em better... XD closure...
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  Kyels

  2 years ago

  Hey girl ... It's amazin' how you speak your heart out and believe me this post made me reflect back on my past --- or rather recent track backs in my life. Things that happened recently.
  
  I felt that way for my best friend too. But she is gone now. Just recently and I am feelin' the pain in me and it's just so strong that I am too numb to even speak or feel whatever that's left in me.
  
  I refresh her blog everyday too; hoping that she'd write something that will remind me of our friendship or the love that we've shared but there's nothin' for me to see. Or to acknowledge. All the memories lies in my head but the friendship --- is crumblin'. I have tried to save it many times but there were no reciprocation. I did not even know what I did wrong.
  
  The void in me is really big and I do miss that friend of mine. Everytime I close my eyes, it reminds me of everything that we've shared and it'll bring tears to my eyes.
  
  Hence, I know what you are feelin' inside your little heart. It's painful but I guess we'll have to move on even though we would not want to. Believe me, I never wanted to acknowledge that I have lost her ... Cherish the sweet memories.
  
  I hope in due time you will be fine soon ... *hugs*
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  Sam

  2 years ago

  Got your blog link from TokkokPatrickTeoh or something.Haha,i'm not too sure myself,forgotten.So how are you doing?When do you usually go online-msn?
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  ront

  2 years ago

  whaddya mean by 'gone'?
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  Ven

  2 years ago

  very sad to hear. i cud imagine myself lookin at the sleepin house.
  i lost my best friend once, i refuse to disacknowledge her in my life due to the close bond we had but somehow along the way, i were no longer part of her life. our moments of chatting,mamak-ing, starbuck-ing all vanished over the night. no consideration of what happened before ending the friendship. Even received an email to terminate the frenship (sounds contractual without knowing what are the exclusion clause that I blindly signed ages ago). I was cast out of her life for no good reason. It hurts...it just hurts...5 years of frenship for nothing in the end...but still i wish she is doing great out there. I really do. and hope one fine day, she would say hello to me once again. I pray hard for you, that hopefully someday you will be acknowledged. memories don't die. they're only kept deep within.
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  supersara

  2 years ago

  yeah. that's the pathetic part of friendships huh? that they die. and then you wonder if you ever left a footprint at all. because if you did, then the friendship sure as hell wouldn't die too fast huh.
  
  =(
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  steph

  2 years ago

  friendships come and go and thats a sad fact of life. on a lighter note, you also make heaps of new ones along the way. perhaps, one shouldnt mourn the loss of a friendship but celebrate what that friend has introduced and bettered in the course of your friendship. =)
  
  *hugz*
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  Ken

  2 years ago

  A lil off topic but that's the special thing about music. One or another bring forth or has a memory, good or bad, in it.
  
  Some, I can just keep playing and playing and playing.
  
  Life is an adventure of sound?
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  jimmy

  2 years ago

  check out the fray- hundred.
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  Calypso

  2 years ago

  There is always time for reconcilation. If its worth it why not go all out for it? Its never too late
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  Jon

  2 years ago

  Su Ann.. You don't know how much I relate to this... but I do... in every way possible...
  
  OMG how did you make a grown up boy cry in front of his computer!!
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  pinkpau

  2 years ago

  voonkiat : not so much we drift apart .. i think more like we were never close in the first place. sorta just pretended to ourselves that we were. i donno la, so complicated. hehe u googler.
  
  alvin : puppy whats a duran duran friendship. is it like the band?
  
  kevin : wtf is HLA??? can u stop spoiling all my emo posts with ur weirdness anot! u think ur bday then u very big issit!
  
  prawn : ask? the thought of that scares the shit outta me .. hehe confrontations with people you're close with are never easy.
  
  argee : probably will never :(
  
  sv : definitely not lost forever but the gap is getting big.
  
  kyels : i'm sorry to hear about your friend :( it's never nice when things like that happen. i guess sometimes when there's no answer for why a friendship falls apart, it always goes back to the whole familiarity breeds contempt thing. *hugs*
  
  sam : oh u know patrick? cool :D i'm online at night usually. hey drop me ur msn! lets get officially acquainted ..!
  
  ront : are you addressing kyels or me?
  
  ven : an email? oh man that's brutal. *hugs* i feel ya. and dont say it was for nothing .. :)
  
  supersara : exactlyyy.
  
  steph : but i want her back..
  
  ken : more than just sound! and why are u so random? :D
  
  jimmy : you're random too, but ok, will check out The Fray ..!
  
  calypso : it's going to be so awkward. it's like we'd both rather ignore the fact that this rift is there, yknow?
  
  jon : i'm sorry :( i didnt mean to.
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  turquoise

  2 years ago

  i had a friend like yours. we were supposed to be best friends but in fact we never were. i still see her in school but i don't know what to say to her only "hi". we just drifted apart when we were put in different classes. till this day i dunno if we were even close at all like you said.
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  voonkiat

  2 years ago

  err.. hehe i didnt mean we, me n u.. meant someone else hehehe :P sorry
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  voonkiat

  2 years ago

  opps , u meant you and your fren is it? hehe.. sorry got you wrong hehe.
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  Jon

  2 years ago

  lmao pinky... it's all cool :) i was just jk lah, omg don't take everything i say seriously... else i might have to start using sarcastic tags :P
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  pinkpau

  2 years ago

  turqoise : the kind of best friends where like u become best friends cos u sit together and then when u dont sit together anymore, ur not best friends?
  
  voonkiat : hehe yes i meant me and my friend :P
  
  jon : hehe okok :D
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  jennie

  2 years ago

  *hugs* my favourite post by you by far though. really hits a spot if you know what i mean... (:
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  alvin

  2 years ago

  well, a blink182 friendship would be a short one. Duran duran kind of friendship supposedly lasts longer.
  
  Lame metaphor, i know :).
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  Sv

  2 years ago

  the gap can be lessened im sure.. give it a try pinkpau.....
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  prawn

  2 years ago

  Well... if u dot ask u never know. But yeah, its scary to confront ppl ur close with. It took me years ( 1 year actually =P ) before i got the courage to ask my best fren abt the problem we were facing. And it took another year just for us to become close frens again =)
  
  I hope u do settle the differences with ur fren cuz in the long run it just keeps bothering u =)
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  Kyels

  2 years ago

  Yep Pink Pau. When we do not get the answer of why it crumbled down to pieces we tend to go searching for the answers. It's just normal but it hurts really badly at the same time. I hope you are feeling better by now ... *hugs*
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  tze

  2 years ago

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