i am so sick of traveling already! i even find myself hesitating to go back home in KL nowadays..... but, your circumstance is different, you have somebody to go 'home' to... i miss that feeling... ;(
sheon
· 2 years ago
its 'go back home TO KL..." ? hahahaha.......... sorry.....still working at this hour 8.56pm, hence the blur-ness... .thats how miserable my life is!
tze
· 2 years ago
hedonism is oh so tempting. i think i am a bit of a hedonist, really.
Michelle
· 2 years ago
I want a plastic plant that grows flowers. Haha... It costs about Rm 100 in HKIA. =((
Well, I ALWAYS FEEL JEALOUS OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE SO MUCH RELAXED. Things start to cross my head, telling me that why can they do it and be carefree and why am I such an obstinate person who always waddle my way to the top, spending my teenage years of nothing but to score all As for my exams?
But it always hits me in the end. The talk about the future.
I know how you feel dear.
Michael
· 2 years ago
just relaxxxx. u gt martian mah...muahahahaha...thats guaranteed a bright future lol
kennysia
· 2 years ago
Why your blog entries always seem so random but always give me that warm fuzzy feeling in the end?
And no, you're not a cry baby lah. I've seen worse. ;)
jimmy
· 2 years ago
pinkpau, u should start writing lyrics and penning songs, which i know both are the same thing.
susannah
· 2 years ago
why didn't u want to share your strawberry cheesecake with him?
i think i might know the answer, because i never feel like sharing MY cheesecakes with anyone too, but just in case you had your own reason.... i wanna know it.
foreverjas
· 2 years ago
i'm definately a cry baby. and i dunno why i cant stop my tears from flowing. and i dun wanna stress so much bout college and uni. its jz .. so hard. haiz. quarreled with him today, both crying in the car, jz bcuz of some stupid library books that i insist on returning today, but he said not today. sigh. why. reading ya blog makes me feel how much love meant to me. at that moment, i was thinkin of will i be better off without him. i was so angry. but i love him. T.T
TheRealAnonymous
· 2 years ago
Eh... long time never hear from you man! Dunno where you disappear to also... where u now ar? How're things ar? When wanna go out again ar? How come our transformers movie session tak jadi ar? =p How come till NOW you still haven't sent me the Simpsons photos arr?
Anywayz, comment regarding your posting: we all have aims for the future... but it doesn't mean you can't enjoy the journey along the way. The journey plays an important role as to how u grow as a person as you reach your target. =p Do wat you gotta do to achieve ur goals, just don't forget to be yourself while doing it... and occasionally stop to smell the flowers along the way. =)
bulat
· 2 years ago
and so everyone is in this race called life.
Wannabe Economist
· 2 years ago
Chill.. It's only college exams anyway, buy howver it's a good thing too it shows you pay responsibility to your parents. Have fun, things will be over soon =)
Artificially Timtam
· 2 years ago
commitment to the future is a good thing. it is after all the journey that old wise dead men talk about in their very quotable quotes.
just don't get caught in the rat race. do what you want because it means something to you not because it's the 'asian' thing to do. AND remember the little things in life too like lemon cupcakes or staring creep at corean boys reading harry potter :P
Mads
· 2 years ago
You'll appreciate all what you're doing right now in a few year's time. At least now you have an idea of where you're headed... College, wherever that may be. But come the end of college, you're out in the open not knowing what you're supposed to do.
naz
· 2 years ago
haha. that's how i feel. but it feels good when you score really high marks. you know where all that patience and frustration went to.
jack in the box
· 2 years ago
life is a journey , not a destination
-Steven Tyler-
Jeff from LA
· 2 years ago
Hang in there Pinkpau! The SATs and college apps are stressful for everyone so don't worry. You're far from the only one that is worried about how they'll do on the tests and which school they're going to end up at.
I don't know if it'll help any but my personal philosophy is to put in my best effort and then not worry about the result. It helped me get through the competitive gauntlet that was law school. I'm sure you will be happy wherever you go. So don't worry too much and you'll be fine.
Jeff from LA
· 2 years ago
Of course, I'm not saying in any way that it is easy to stop worrying. The fact that you care so much is one of the things that has made you into such a good student.
Shen
· 2 years ago
“Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable.” - Sydney Smith
Cheers* To your studies~
estherbobester
· 2 years ago
once my best friend told me that it's okay to cry. as long as it's not more than 5 minutes cos then it's just self-pity. it sounds mean but it does make me tougher somehow when i do cry and resolve to caffeine or her for comfort instead.
and i agree with jimmy. your braindust would come up with some pretty good tunes.
g'luck with the tests. =)
Charlie
· 2 years ago
Good luck for your SATs! I can't really think of any other comforting stuff to say because I don't know you well enough to go "don't worry la you'll be fine" without sounding like a bodoh haha. So all the best!
(That Toxic Girl album is bloody bloody good stuff)
Charlie
· 2 years ago
Album pulak. Single. Sorry : P
Christine Wong
· 2 years ago
Hmm...when you say you are staring at the plastic plant, do you mean the "tomy" one, cause i bought one too, haha. It is very cute.
Nick
· 2 years ago
love your writing. I've got to start using bombastic words to describe everything i do now. Hopefully life will be more interesting.
mich
· 2 years ago
Heart u
Hugs
pinkpau
· 2 years ago
sheon : my friends and family in kl make it nice to go home :) why do you dread going back? eh are u originally from penang or kl
tze : i think both you and are not just 'a bit' of a hedonist :P
michelle : okay lets make a pact to always stay focused on our goals, but not forget to have fun at the same time!
michael : why got martian means got bright future!
kennysia : coz i've found a new technology that can translate warm fuzziness over electromagnetic waves and the south china sea :P
jimmy : i tried my hand at poetry when i was younger. i think i do better with prose :P
susannah : if you really must know, it was cos we had a small fight over dinner.. hehe. but we've kissed and made up. we always do.
foreverjas : ya i know what u mean abt the library books kinda thing. happens all the time to even the most docile of couples
therealanon : eh eh call me call me! im in KL for the next 3 weeks :) i swear im not going anywhere within this period. so lets do our movie! and YES that is the best advice - stay focus on achieving goals but not forget to be oneself :) thanks so much for the words of wisdom :) *hugs
bulat : no lah, no one is competing to rush to the end are they :P
wannabe economist : sigh i wish it wouldnt be over so soon; in fact i wish there were more time so i could prepare better.
artificially : hahaha i'm the rat racer, corporate chaser remember :P eh today's my last day as a rat racer!!!
mads : i know i will, but right now its just very very stressful. sighs.
naz : oh yeahhh it's a great feeling :D knowing all the answers during the exam is a great feeling too.
jack in the box : agreed :)
jeff : thanks jeff :) wow that's a philosophy i wish i could adhere to. i think i worry too much
shen : i swear to you, THAT, has to be the motto of my life
esther : thank u, need all the luck i can get. haha my braindust is really just good for being blown around :P your best friend sounds like a wise person.
charlie : haha thank u, the good luck wish is more than enough :) and yea kings of convenience kick ass
christine : YES. hahahahaha. i bought it for my boyfriend for valentines day!
nick : eh no lah writing is not always about bombastic words. in fact, sometimes words that are too big kinda look outta place and disrupt the flow of the piece.
mich : thank u :) hugs
foreverjas
· 2 years ago
urgh ~ T.T
Michael
· 2 years ago
cos u can be xiu lai lai mar...high tea with ur girl frens, go shopping with his sup credit card, eat dinner after his work...wah...so nice
sheon
· 2 years ago
i dread the journey...not the destination. most of my loves are in kl! :) it's the freaking 5hours torment on the bus i cant stand! cant sleep properly, cant read properly, cant eat properly, cant do anything properly..... then have that anxiety about having to go to the loo and all......
fyi: i was born kl, grew up in alor star but spent all hols in kl, moved to kl for studies and subsequently work there, now posted to penang and alor star for project. :)
pinkpau
· 2 years ago
michael : what makes u think i like that kind of lifestyle?
sheon : haha i know what u mean abt the bus thing. but lately i've grown accustomed to it, so doing some work on the laptop (my bus has plugpoints!!!!111) and reading has gotten easier. how long is your penang/alor star project?
Ezra
· 2 years ago
Where's Corea?
gray
· 2 years ago
skip the best schools, and go somewhere you'll be happy at - your life will be worth much more that way.
All Comments
i am so sick of traveling already! i even find myself hesitating to go back home in KL nowadays..... but, your circumstance is different, you have somebody to go 'home' to... i miss that feeling... ;(
sorry.....still working at this hour 8.56pm, hence the blur-ness... .thats how miserable my life is!
Well, I ALWAYS FEEL JEALOUS OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE SO MUCH RELAXED. Things start to cross my head, telling me that why can they do it and be carefree and why am I such an obstinate person who always waddle my way to the top, spending my teenage years of nothing but to score all As for my exams?
But it always hits me in the end. The talk about the future.
I know how you feel dear.
And no, you're not a cry baby lah. I've seen worse. ;)
i think i might know the answer, because i never feel like sharing MY cheesecakes with anyone too, but just in case you had your own reason.... i wanna know it.
reading ya blog makes me feel how much love meant to me. at that moment, i was thinkin of will i be better off without him. i was so angry. but i love him. T.T
Anywayz, comment regarding your posting:
we all have aims for the future... but it doesn't mean you can't enjoy the journey along the way. The journey plays an important role as to how u grow as a person as you reach your target. =p
Do wat you gotta do to achieve ur goals, just don't forget to be yourself while doing it... and occasionally stop to smell the flowers along the way. =)
just don't get caught in the rat race. do what you want because it means something to you not because it's the 'asian' thing to do. AND remember the little things in life too like lemon cupcakes or staring creep at corean boys reading harry potter :P
-Steven Tyler-
I don't know if it'll help any but my personal philosophy is to put in my best effort and then not worry about the result. It helped me get through the competitive gauntlet that was law school. I'm sure you will be happy wherever you go. So don't worry too much and you'll be fine.
Cheers* To your studies~
and i agree with jimmy. your braindust would come up with some pretty good tunes.
g'luck with the tests. =)
(That Toxic Girl album is bloody bloody good stuff)
Hugs
tze : i think both you and are not just 'a bit' of a hedonist :P
michelle : okay lets make a pact to always stay focused on our goals, but not forget to have fun at the same time!
michael : why got martian means got bright future!
kennysia : coz i've found a new technology that can translate warm fuzziness over electromagnetic waves and the south china sea :P
jimmy : i tried my hand at poetry when i was younger. i think i do better with prose :P
susannah : if you really must know, it was cos we had a small fight over dinner.. hehe. but we've kissed and made up. we always do.
foreverjas : ya i know what u mean abt the library books kinda thing. happens all the time to even the most docile of couples
therealanon : eh eh call me call me! im in KL for the next 3 weeks :) i swear im not going anywhere within this period. so lets do our movie! and YES that is the best advice - stay focus on achieving goals but not forget to be oneself :) thanks so much for the words of wisdom :) *hugs
bulat : no lah, no one is competing to rush to the end are they :P
wannabe economist : sigh i wish it wouldnt be over so soon; in fact i wish there were more time so i could prepare better.
artificially : hahaha i'm the rat racer, corporate chaser remember :P eh today's my last day as a rat racer!!!
mads : i know i will, but right now its just very very stressful. sighs.
naz : oh yeahhh it's a great feeling :D knowing all the answers during the exam is a great feeling too.
jack in the box : agreed :)
jeff : thanks jeff :) wow that's a philosophy i wish i could adhere to. i think i worry too much
shen : i swear to you, THAT, has to be the motto of my life
esther : thank u, need all the luck i can get. haha my braindust is really just good for being blown around :P your best friend sounds like a wise person.
charlie : haha thank u, the good luck wish is more than enough :) and yea kings of convenience kick ass
christine : YES. hahahahaha. i bought it for my boyfriend for valentines day!
nick : eh no lah writing is not always about bombastic words. in fact, sometimes words that are too big kinda look outta place and disrupt the flow of the piece.
mich : thank u :) hugs
fyi: i was born kl, grew up in alor star but spent all hols in kl, moved to kl for studies and subsequently work there, now posted to penang and alor star for project. :)
sheon : haha i know what u mean abt the bus thing. but lately i've grown accustomed to it, so doing some work on the laptop (my bus has plugpoints!!!!111) and reading has gotten easier. how long is your penang/alor star project?